no words

I have no words anymore.
Everything sounds wrong, feels wrong, and I just can’t express anything anymore.
Maybe because too much has happened that there’s just not enough time to talk about it all.
Maybe that too much the same has happened and there’s no reason to talk about it all, because really all it is is the same thing repeating over and over again.
It’s always been this way.
But the thing that repeats always changes.
So now I want to break out of this ridiculous habit that I somehow keep coming back to, time and time again.