7/7/08
new passenger while going around a bend in the flattest part of my trip. It was a telephone pole.
That was the day I realized I needed a faster car. jk.:P
I actually am afraid of my own driving now. I like to drive to fast. Problem is, My next car is going to be a cobalt, cause I have always wanted a cobalt. Well… The model I am looking at getting can top 300k. I think I will wait a while 😛
So My little sister just went camping with my mother and her best friend. Insane pics they put up on facebook of the mountains and stuff. God I love the mountains.
Your not a bad friend, From the way I see it you just want to be happy, and want to make everyone else happy too.
You know what they say, unless you are happy yourself, you cannot possible bring anyone else true happiness.
Theres a quote for my mom and my dad 😛
I should run. I am at the library.
I hope to hear back from you soon.
I love reading your letters, but there not long enough 😛
I used to write scripts and books, so I am used to reading long lines and paying attention to the details.
As for winnipeg… BLAH… I hate this city…. jk 😛
I am happy to be back.
Talking alot is good by the way. A girl who doesn’t talk is a bad thing. I know what you mean about strangers and being shy. I am the same way. Thats what I love about pof. Its easier to chat with someone.
Just tell dez its good to be self absorbed. Tell her I said that I am too. 😛 not that I am or anything, at least I hope not.
I should run, But I will check back on here tommorrow.
Hope to hear from you soon.
Have a great day!
~Drew
So how are you today? Have you been
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From: Sugarfuck (View Profile)
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Sent Date: 7/2/2008 2:13:24 AM
Wow!
I was just complaining the other day that nobody writes me letters! So that’s a yes! That would be awesome I’m so down for some snail mail!!
My Canada Day consisted of stopping in small town stores,I wanted to buy 4 movies – Goonies, Labyrinth, Gremlins, and The Never Ending Story, I’m a huge 80’s movie fanatic. Then spending 4 hours in the car driving home to Canada, unpacking, doing laundry, getting ditched (see it happens alot) I was mad I was so excited to hang with my friend. Then I did some business work on my side little business job…it’s lame so don’t ask haha. I asked my mom to have a smirnoff and a mikes hard cranberry with me, but I went and showered and then she was like " no I don’t want to drink with you…" Then Jesse called and we talked for an hour I would’ve liked to have gone out, but my cars on empty and I’m kinda broke for a few more days only I hope. Therefore I stayed in and played on the computer all night writing some boy a huge letter….cool kid you’d like him. So the only thing I killed was alot of time, how was yours?
Well now I’m totally ending this cause you’re going to have alot to read on sunday. So have a good night!
Sara
From: Sugarfuck (View Profile)
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Sent Date: 7/2/2008 1:56:43 AM
Yeah I tend to talk alot… I don’t have many close friends that I talk to so when I sit down and get into talking I spill my guts and don’t stop talking until I’ve run out of random things to talk about, or then I ramble. I have 2 close friends and they’re extremely self-absorbed… since I talk alot I’ll tell you a bit about them since I’m so bored.
I have Dez she’s my best girlfriend, I met her at one of my past jobs we instantly became friends and would hang out during each others shift and just be girls, she’d come visit me on my over night shifts and cover for me while I would run across the street to Tim Hortons then we’d sit outside on the steps and eat tim bits, or I’d sleep over at her house between shifts and not wake up and everyone would panic that I wasn’t going to show up. She’s a workaholic, she’s a hypocrite when it comes to guys/dating, she’ll tell me I’m doing something wrong with a guy then the next week will go and do it herself which annoys me to death, cause when she ****s up the same way I did she’ll come crying to me and I’m supposed to make her feel better, but how can I have any sympathy for someone like that. She’s a home wrecker, she still has it bad for her ex but he’s got a new girl and kids and she’s sleeping with him and trying to break them up! Or her boss is in love with her, and told his wife that if Dez would ever be with him he’d leave her and she still hangs all over him, ****ed up stories, but for some reason though she’s still my best friend.
Then there’s Jesse, I’ve known him since I was in the 10th grade, but we weren’t friends until the 11th grade when I dated his best friend and then the 3 of us were inseparable for awhile. Many years later down the road when I was in a really bad state of mind, he was there for me when I needed a friend and came over and helped me pack up my apartment and move out when I had no one, then we didn’t talk for awhile again and he returned once more when I was in another unhappy situation, but then he moved to Nova Scotia cause he knocked his girlfriend up. Now he’s out there they’ve split and all he does is **** that he never gets to see his son, Shara his ex is crazy- oh and she hates me like crazy cause she thinks Jesse is secretly in love with me, all these other random girls and work related problems. I hate talking to someone on the phone and you start talking about something and they just jump in with their own similar story and what not, and Jesse and I talk like every single day for hours…and he does most of the talking.When things were going bad in Edmonton before I moved back to Winnipeg I got frustrated and told him I was going to move to Nova Scotia and we’d be room mates and I’d make NS cool, I put alot of thought into it and realized it’s way to expensive and I’d most likely be unhappy there as well, but I don’t have the guts to tell him I’m not moving, I just keep telling him I need more time and money :s, I feel like a bad friend.
All my other friends aren’t really that good of friends I see them once every few months when they have nothing to do, I’ve pretty much given up on them and make no effort in staying in touch cause I’m sick of being ditched. I’m really shy and I hate meeting new people, I am terrified of strangers really bad, I freak out when people I’m with talk to them. I’m cool being a loner haha. Like Maddi for example the friend I was visiting this weekend, she lives in Grand Forks and was moving to Norway and only then does she text me to tell me to come hang out! Then like 80% of the time she was online or on the phone talking to her boyfriend so I was stuck alone with strangers which I wasn’t cool with so I had to make friends and they’d pick on me for being Canadian and I was the outsider blagh! I wasn’t happy!! My friend Drew also ditched me while I was out there and I spent a great part of the night wondering why, because the night before I was drunk and I don’t know if I did anything wrong and he won’t talk to me anymore, but whatever we hang only once a year and if he wants to be a wiener then **** it. Man am I ever ranting about friends tonight, funny thing happened a bit ago… I was telling Dez about writing you and I accidentally sent her the beginning of this message which says she’s self absorbed!
So Maddi’s car the one that ran outta gas, her fuel injector is messed up and she had to buy a new fuse. She put it in and it worked for awhile she drove around for a day or so, and then Sunday night when she was driving me back to my mom 14 miles out of Grand Forks her fuse blew and she had to call a friend to go get her a new one, he did, she replaced it started the car and it blew right away so we just hooked her car to Brandons and towed it back to their house. We had left at about 5pm to take me home and with all the car drama we got me home at 9:30….it should only take 45 minutes to an hour to get back to my moms boyfriends. I was soooooo happy to be home though, I pigged out and played on the computer for hours I do believe that’s the night I wrote you that ridiculously large reply. Anyways Maddi left yesterday morning for Norway about the time I headed back to Winnipeg.
Monday afternoon I got myself into a little mess…a bloody one that is.
I thought I’d be cool and play on a tire swing while I was drunk and my mom came and gave me a push and the rope sliced my legs right open haha pretty gruesome right to the bone…no I’m kidding but they bled and look crazy sick today, I didn’t cry or anything I just screamed and yelled some obscene things that made everyone laugh and think I was a sailor, that and Oprah. Then there was the ride home, wow was it ever hot I don’t know how my dog handled it. Other than that I’ve been ok..cept for that mosquito bit AHHH.
How bout you? Are you excited to be back in Winnipeg? Sucks you’re only in for such a short time though, Quebec will be fun though, est-ce-que tu parle le francais? How long will you be in Quebec for? That’s awesome that your hands feeling better, just don’t put too much stress on it just yet.
I actually don’t have any plans for the summer it’s all in the air, I’m looking for a new job, also looking into going back to school, first I’ll be going to the Fine Arts School For Bartending where I hope to learn how to make more drinks and all that stuff, especially flare! I want to learn how to do all those crazy bottle tosses and spins and be all impressive. After I’m done my schooling there I’ll be hitting up one of the universities or red river and taking business management, accounting, sign language interpretation and translation, and maybe woman’s studies and mythology. That will be in the fall though I guess since there’s no school in the summer and if I get in… Have you got any other plans besides Basic Training?
I want to go camping but I don’t want to go alone, my mom and her boyfriend are going in a few weeks I always go with them it’s a yearly thing a huge gathering of an organization they’re in, last year I brought my fiance and all the years prior to that I was such a social butterfly I’d just talk to whoever would listen or had family friends that would be there too ( this is where I met Maddi and Drew they’re friends of the families kids). This year it’s super far away and not many people are going, my moms only going because she won a stay in the hotel where it’s being held…Yipee that’s sure camping. So I’l
From: Andrew DJ (View Profile)
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Sent Date: 7/2/2008 1:34:00 AM
So my bad on that last message. My pda doesn’t do spaces. I will be away from the net until sunday.
I really enjoy reading your messages!
I don’t know if your a fan of snail mail, But, just a thought, and I wont be offended if you say no, and please don’t wierded by me asking, but when I find out my address, would you want to send snail mail back and forth once in a blue moon?
Anyway, If not I can still use my phone to chat on here, So its no biggy, it just seems to be the common trend since the eighties and still prevailing, to do that.
So How was your canada day? You have anything to drink? Party with some friends? Have fun? Kill anyone? JK…. I hope you didn’t 😛
I must sleep, Long bus ride…
ttys.
xo
~Drew
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From: Andrew DJ (View Profile)
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Sent Date: 7/1/2008 7:57:03 PM