kiss on the lips

it’s only the 11th day of the year and I have kissed 3 different guys

man so much has happened in the last few months
ive made out with sooooo many people to try and get over Jamie and ha it ain’t working

Allan,Dillon, Lawrence, Sean,Tyler, Chris, Andrew Fucking Swan lol, Cam and Matt lol theres probably more…

it sucks cause as always there wasn’t a happy ending.

With Allan he almost raped me at the forks

Dillon well lol that was just for the sake of making out

Lawrence I really liked alot, but he randomly just stopped talking to me, it’s gonna be awkward seeing him at work next week…if he shows up this week…

Sean wow Sean gave me butterflies and we loved the same bands and that just made me melt and we had so much fun together, but he also randomly stopped talking to me

Tyler…lol Tyler is just Tyler he’ll always be my make out when Im bored and wanna make out buddy nuff said

Chris ummm i think was just a huge drunken mistake but a good kisser none the less

Andrew MMMmmm This was the high light of my last few months, I even admitted it mid kiss, telling him it was a life time fantasy, that since grade 4 I’ve had a crush on him, haha good times I was quite impressed with myself for accomplishing this. But like every other story theres a bad ending and he went back home to Alberta

Cam…Cam’s gorgeous and a cool kid awesome soccer player awful wrestler…the end

Matthew, has only begun so there is no ending yet….

Fuck I’ve even had crushes that have even gone sour just cause I don’t know how to act with a boy now I am so shy and awkward it is just retarded, or Im too honest and they just turn into douchebags….Scott…..
Shayne is the weirdest boy to ever have a crush on me, he’s the first person to ever just randomly show up at my work outta nowhere, totally not knowing when Im working and just sit there with his friends and yeah weird but I’ll give the boy points for trying, but Im just fucking cursed with a black heart.

Im quite content being single, less heartbreak, drama and tears kinda, you still get the dumb jerkish boys that hurt your feelings and make you cry once again you know who you are…

Well its 6am and I’m finally tired lol ohh the life of a bartender, you can never sleep right when you get home