I Cant Believe You Sometimes..
Im really mad and i dont see why you’d do that, especially with me there! And then try to get with me later ive really lost all respect for you and cant see myself ever dating you like i dont care how fucked up you were i was too and you didnt see me hooking up with numerous ppl which i could’ve probably im just so fucking mad at you and i cant forgive you your problem not mine go be a whore with someone else what we had is over your fault
Sara,
I’m not writing this as a plea for redemption or forgiveness, I don’t deserve to be forgiven. This is just a heart-felt apology. I’m sorry for the things I did on Friday. You didn’t deserve anything that happened and I had no right to do what I did. I feel terrible for what I did and this pain and sorrow and guilt will haunt me for the rest of my life. I never meant or wanted to hurt you, its really not in me to cause pain to others, yet I did things that were so incredibly stupid and wrong that night. I accept full responsibility for what I’ve done and I understand if you never want to speak to me again. You deserve a lot more respect and love than I showed you. If I never hear from you again I want you to know that I do love you and you were my best friend. Goodbye Sara, I’m really glad to have known you, so sorry for what I’ve done.
P.S. those City and Colour tickets are yours if you want them, I know how stoked you were to go to that show. I don’t want you to miss it and I’m not comfortable going.
Jamie.
.Queen of Mean. Dangerous To Know, Impossible To Tame… RIP Garrett I Love You. says:
well the only person you hurt is yourself
Shand says:
yeah
.Queen of Mean. Dangerous To Know, Impossible To Tame… RIP Garrett I Love You. says:
lets just put it this way
.Queen of Mean. Dangerous To Know, Impossible To Tame… RIP Garrett I Love You. says:
we’re not dating, you got drunk did whatever you did, its your life, you just lost out on me thats all, we’re still gonna be friends cause you mean the world to me and i cant go a day without talking to you, but if anything ever happens between us its gonna be in a really really really long time, you’d be starting from scratch to regain my trust. And thats all i have to say on the topic.
Shand says:
well put, and i respect you for saying that.
Shand says:
haha i really dont like hurting people tho