Scared

i had another one of those scary sleep episodes last night.. I dont know what is going on.. I feel horrible this morning.. I feel like i have a fever and my body hurts and i have a migrane and my stomach hurts..

i wanted to sleep with my parents last night because these sleep spasms scare me and i didnt want something to happen and for me to be alone… I slept with my bedroom door open…

I go to the doctor on the 18th for my checkup and i have alot to talk to him about.. I wanna figure out what is going on in my head… These migranes have to stop because i cant function with them and im scared to sleep again.. 

I feel like im broken 🙁