Sorry

sorry i havent been here. i’ve been havin a hard time and been depressed and going through alot of stress. i’ve had a head cold for 2 weeks and havent been feeling good. Pj has been purposely avoiding me because he said that i still never gave him enough space. He told Rachel that if i would have given him his space and gave him time to think we would have got back together but now he doesnt want anything to do with me and he started talking to another girl.

Cliff diving was alot of fun. I met a cute guy and we text every now and then and i just had fun spending the day with everyone,

School starts the 29th and i cant wait to go back.

Im really sorry that i havent been on guys. I just havent wanted to talk to anyone and I’ve slipped back into a depression and i havent been eating. I’m tired all the time again.

I hate all of this. I feel like something in my life is missing and i feel alone. Im tired of not being good enough. My view on everything right now is screw it. screw relationships. screw drama.