Slippin Back

well im slippin back into a depression again.. My friend Wes said that it is gonna happen sometimes but it frustrates me…

I give up on guys right now because they just make me worse.. I was so upset yesterday because i was feeling invisible and worthless and not good enough again and that nobody will ever love me and want to be with me.. Trent (one of my best friends) told me that I will be the perfect girlfriend one day and that im wife material but he said that at this age guys just want to get laid and they dont think about a meaningful relationship right now but when that time comes it will be worth it.. Im just tired of waiting.. Maybe i need to leave this stupid small town because I know everyone and leave and start over somewhere.. I dont know though…

I hate all of this..