I’m not a good OD’er

I haven’t written an entry in over 5 months.  I don’t really have a good reason for it, nothing has really happened to keep me away.  I think as I’ve gotten older, I’ve become a lot less open & I talk a lot less about my feelings & whats going on w/ me.  Whether thats good or bad I coudln’t tell you.  I don’t even really enjoy talking on the phone anymore.  A few years ago I used to talk to Jim for HOURS a day on the phone & enjoyed every minute of it.  Now I talk to him maybe a few minutes a week, & I don’t even care.  I prefer emails & texts to phone conversations, maybe its just cuz I’m lazy.  Whatever it is, that’s just the way I am now & I don’t care enough to try to communicate more.

So a lot has changed since my last entry.  My sister & Cam have become best friends, & I really don’t care.  Cam & I made up after that incident I wrote about last time, & now we are friends, but obviously not as close as we were, which I do think is def for the best.  I am still dating Chris, it’ll be 2 years next month.  We are going to FL on Oct 30, which will be my 1st trip there & my 1st ever plane ride which I am terrified about.  I have been bugging the crap out of him to get his shit together.  I want to move in together & I want a ring.  As for the 1st part of that, I am hoping we will be getting an apartment together next March or April but nothing is ever certain.   I’m sure it will take A LOT longer before I see a ring.

I’ve been working for an insurance company since the end of April & I actually kind of like it.  The people are pretty nice & the hours are good (9-5, hour lunch, not like the crap 40 hr workweek I had to work at my old job) & its very close to home.  I actually already got a promotion a few weeks ago, so I got a much needed raise which was awesome.  Hopefully things continue to improve in that department, cuz everyone knows how much trouble I’ve had in the past w/ liking jobs & staying at jobs. 

I’m still overweight, tho not as bad as I was this time last year.  I got my weight down to 160, but thats it.  I haven’t been actually dieting since March or April, & I haven’t even thought about going to the gym.  I keep saying I’m gonna do something about my weight & then something keeps happening to prevent me from it.  Whatever.

I guess that’s about it for me.  I’m sorry to all my faves that I haven’t checked up on in months, I hope everyone is doing well.  I have no idea when I’ll write again, but I’ll try to make it not take as long as 5 months next time.  "Till then…