pure randomness
First I’d like to mention my dissapointment that I only got 1 note on my previous entry. I know I don’t write – and therefore note – all that often, but whenever I do show up in OD-land I do my best to leave *at least* 1 note for my faves on their latest entry(ies). Lack of notage makes me seriously debate why I should even bother continuing to blog on here. But that’s just me ranting…
Nothing has changed with the Chris/Cam sitch. I’ve had sex w/ Chris ONCE since I last wrote, & I didn’t even enjoy it. Cam has been bugging me about why I should dump Chris & go out w/ him, & I just pretty much blow him off. It comes down to I still dunno what I want, but I’m pretty sure it wouldn’t work out w/ Cam & I. For 1 thing he’s a pothead. For another, he’s become good friends w/ my sister over the past few months & I would never wanna date someone who’s friends w/ my sis. At the same time, if things w/ Chris & I don’t spark back up sometime soon, I dunno what I’m gonna do.
In other news, I finally quit the crappy part time job, b/c I cashed out my 401K from my previous job & got a check for $825. I really couldnt deal w/ my c*nt of a boss anymore, esp for $10/hr. I’d rather flip burgers. I had an interview on Tues & I’m hoping I get that job, they’re supposed to call me this week. Please cross your fingers for me!!!!… I have been off the diet for the past few weeks but I plan on getting back on the wagon on Monday. I’m really unhappy w/ the way I look & it’s not gonna get better on it’s own.
And that’s about it for me. Hope everyone is enjoying their spring so far. Ttyl…
I will always leave notes. You’re my girl. No matter what I say in my notes, I have always really liked you, and have always been interested in your life. If you don’t keep writing we need to keep in touch someone. I think we tried e-mail but you weren’t very good at it (the whole writing back thing) so hopefully we can figure something out. Anyways I hope things pick up between you and Chris but
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the thing is is that it takes two to make it work, and sometimes relationships get dull and it’s up to both people to bring the spark back and make it interesting. Doing new things together, new activities and just talking more helps but if you don’t feel the big connection with him then maybe he’s not the one? I don’t know, I hope you figure it out.
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i read you i’m just not always sure what to say. do you think cam is just saying that because he wants you now that he can’t have you? before chris he didn’t want a relationship with you. have you and chris talked about what is going on to try to get the spark back or does he not notice? ryn: thanks. i think the big thing is i’m not like them and they don’t understand why.
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i reeead you. I cant remember if i left a note last entry, so my bad. good that you quit ur $10hr day. thats shit.. i need to find a job asap bc i got laid off, but im just so lazy……..
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I know what you mean about CUNT bosses ha ha ha. Anyway, after you have been with someone for a while things aren’t always spicy you have to make things work. It doesn’t matter how “into” a guy you are after a while it takes work to keep things together…I just wanted to mention that to you after reading this entry. 🙂 Don’t give up unless you are the only one trying!
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