As it rains

The tapping on the window is all too familiar,
and the entrancing aroma is one i have smelt before,
again i find myself in front of a monitor,
with words and thoughts ready to explode,
going forth from myself and unto my fingers,
making themselves real on the screen.
Life has given me many rainy days,
and unlike most people,
those tend to be the days i enjoy the most,
in a way they remind me of many great things that have happened in the rain,
and of future things that might come from an embrace under it,
i find myself absent of sadness, of worry and regret,
i feel myself able to be myself, as if though i am born again with the rain.

Life has dealt me many hands,
some good and some bad,
but out of everything i have learned,
i have acquired new ways to see things,
i have had my failures but i have also garnered victories,
all of those things have shaped me to what i am starting to become.
i have learned my words can have a strong meaning,
i know i can read people, and even when what i see isnt good,
i choose to give them the benefit of the doubt,
because everyone has good in them,
sometimes its just harder to see it.