Last breath contained

"in the name of the…"

so it began…dauntingly similar to the same fate others had seen….

the stillness in his eyes showed more emotion than his abstract behavior over what was going on around him, his seemingly absent mindedness to the evens around him left him dancing in a limbo of yesteryear and death.

"thy kingdom come…."

WHY ME! HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN…IM ONLY…age is but a number…it doesnt matter when speaking of this…who would have thought such innocent could be lost in such a short time.

"on earth…."

make it stop! i’m doing it again…i cant contain this anymore, its been locked away for far too long for me to simply ignore it again. I see it and i begin to enter a trance of unlikely courage and desolation, awkward really, ironic some might say…YOU MUST NEVER SHOW DEFEAT…EVEN WHEN DEATH IS TOUCHING YOUR SHOULDER.

"forgive us…?""

our minds have altered the same ability we once had to distinguish one thing from another…weird how it is that in the ends we follow the same path given to us as children, that same comforting feeling that someone is there to catch us fall…will you be there to catch me…or will my fate be equal to all those who have fallen before me…

"amen"

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hope you’re doing well, Capex. This is [raindrop] btw. I deleted my old OD and my myspace, but started over on both – just thought you should know. Anyway, I hope you’re doing great. 🙂 Take care.

November 9, 2006

love you! i can’t wait til i see you today! muah!

November 13, 2006

ryn: thank you baby you have made my day once again. i really do appreciate everything you tell me and do for me. i just want to apologize for all those little moments where i annoy you in any way. i love you!