So i notice…
Sitting here just thinking…
i happened to notice…
how it is people tend to lie about what they need…
they say they need someone to be there…
when in reality they need nothing of such sort…
they say they need a friendship…
when in the end all that’s left is cut short…
As the silence echoed through my room…
i began wondering why i still believed that word…
why i still believed i was meant so much in that life…
why i still believed i was more than just that afternoon brunch…
more than just that one who was there when no one else…
more than the one who would scare those nightmares away…
more than just that person by the phone…
more than that annoying and constant reminder of a home…
I sit now content with my life…
for so long i tried to make it go away…
for so long i wanted it to go away…
but "it" said it needed me…
"it" needed a friend like me…
a "person" like me…
a "listener" like me…
weird how it is i was so needed…
but when the needs were turned…
i was left alone in this cruel, yet ever so lovely world.
You deserve a hug. And yet in the moments of stillness we begin to realize that the past lovers, the past friends, the past itself is indeed the past. Though its been said when you do indeed let go, you do indeed begin to grab hold of new things, things in which help you forget your past, forget yourself in a way, forget the flaw you so despearly hate and want to forget.
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How very true about life. That is how I feel all the time about all of my previous relationships (friends, family, and boyfriends)
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I can relate to this. Never receive what you are given to others…but there has to be someone that will care back. Big world, after all.
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