Sherry’s moods

sherry is currently feeling……a little stressed…..a little sad….but….at thesame time pretty damn happy. so i will explain the moods.

Stressed. workign a whole lotta hours and inventory is coming next week at work and that sucks. means ihave to be at work like at 5am three mornings next week. UGH!!!! Stressed over money as well. need to buy so manythings but dont have the money to do it all. ugh i need to be rich.

Sad. My uncle joe is in the hospital and the outlook doesnt look good. it feels like my whole family is just getting old and its a matter of time before more die. thats sad. and also my dad is feeling really bad lately and i worry about him. i just am tired of seeing people i love die or be hurt or sick. and i worry about everyone because of this. and to top it off i worry about p as well. he seems tohave all these symptoms of diabetes (i know because a few people in my family have it including my dad) and he wont get checked. i worry about him. i mean i want the best for him u know. its about another week before my uncle gets outta hte hospital so i hope everything is ok by then.

happy. i am happy inside. somewhere deep inside i feel happy. things in teh frindship  dept. are great. i spent yesterday with p. we atedinner then drove to look at the land that he wantd to buy for his house then we relaxed and i got him to watch newlyweds with me. i love that show, its funny.  afterwards we watched red dragon and then took showers and went to bed. we slept great. i love this cuddling thing so much. at 3am i woke up to p puttinghis arms around me tightly and resting his head on my neck. i lovebeing woken up to that. its amazing to me. it makes me smile and just take in all in. the smell of his hair near my face and the soft breathing noises he makes just make me melt everytime. i am happy mostoften when i am laying next to him like this. he makes me feel full. i know we fight alot but when its good its damn good.  and right now its perfect.

i know this was short but i am tired thanks for the notes.