jen again

i got a response from p about my email.  basically said i blew it out of porportion and i took it too seriously. whatever i was moody last night. tonight on the phone he mentioned that girl jen again when i said we should do something for fourth of july. turnd out if she comes that may be the weekend she comes. the convo went fine, i did ask though if i would get to meet her, and he said probably not but i didn try to be nice and say i wanted to just meet her. i mean not becuase i am wanting to be mean or anything but because i would love to know someone who knew p before me. who could tell me aobut what he was like in college. maybe even tell me a funny story about him thats all. i just would like to be part of that. i dunno he isnt even sure if she will come. she wanted to stay a week with him but he said no because he has no vacation time and not good to just sit by herself so if anyhting it will be a weekend if that. so i guess i will find out more when he finds out. i am watching this show on bravo called showbiz moms and dads and its so funny watching these parents force little kids into movies and pageants and think its for the kid. they all cry  and seem to hate it its so sad. i guess thats it. nothing important to say really so nothing more for now. goodnight.