boring update from me

One week till my birthday. nothing big planned but still only one week till my birthday. another year older thats all. my brother left today for boot camp in georgia. thats good i guess, h eneeds to figure out what to do with his life i think the army will help him. i kinda felt sad telling him goodbye this morning. i dunno why just kinda teary. maybe because the whole army thing scares me. i mean i know most likely he will enver go into war or soemthing but there is always that chance u know? and i mean yeah dont get me wrong we fight like crazy but he still is my only brother. hes my little brother i took care of when we were younger and i do still love him. i left kinda teary not letting him or my mom see me like that but i just felt sorta weird. i didnt get to see him before he left tonight at 530. i had a test at class (which i aced btw!!!) i rushed home to try and catch him but they had already picked him up. oh well. he will be in georgia for 15 weeks of bootcamp then he gets a bbreak. not much going on here for me, just hte same old thing. working full time trying to do good in school and hoping i get some cash for my birthday so i can pay much needed bills and get a new clutch for my truck. what a boring and adult way to spend birthday money huh? i miss being a kid. :-/ i should go do homework then maybre call my friend sarah to hang out. i havent talked to her much lately so i should call, maybe see if chris wants to tag along as well 🙂 byebye