swoon

I saw p last night. didnt sleep therejust hung out. i got to his place like an hour and a half early therfore beating traffic so i went to the mall. browsed sephora (i love that store), the gap, lane bryant(staring at the cute jean jacket i am dying for!!!), bath and body works, robinsons-may (like i dont see that store enough!!!), hallmark, and this game store that was going out of business. i didnt buy much expect three cards. my dads and p’s birthday cards, which took me like an hour to pick!!! Actually i picked the first one i looked at for p which is rare because they never say what i want it to say but this one summed it up really well. usually they are either too mushy or too annoying but this one was just right!!! P met me at the mall after work and we met at the food court for dinner. had really good chicken salads from this hawaiian place and green lemonades from hot dog on a stick. yummy. after we walked around a bit and then went home. i took a shower he took a shower and we relaxed and watched that 70’s show and american idol, then nick and jessica and pimp my ride. just a relaxing night. i love those kinda nights. once the tv got turned down around 11 or so we just layed there snuggled up together. i wanted him so freakin bad but he was already snoring so early from a long day at work. it was just so hard pressed up against him feeling how warm he was and how wonderful he smelled just trying to think good thoughts not such bad ones!!! he makes me feel this way so often i just wish i had that physical attraaction to chris. when i hang out with chris i get tht friend vibe nothign more and that sucks. attracted to chris definatly but not fully ya know. i dunno how to explain it. itsjust everything down to the way p smells can make me swoon. i am so sexually frustrated these days it s gonna drive me batty. grrr. well i should go its my only day off till next thursday and lucky me fgets to drive my grandmother all over creation so she can get her groceries at four different stores!!! FOUR STORES PEOPLE!!! OMG I AM GONNA DIE> all so she can get butter cheaper here and ptotatoes here and on and on and on. i swear i am gonna die. byebye oh and below is my jean jacket i want sooo bad but cant afford. anyone wanna buy it for my birthday??? 🙂 anyone…..?

 one the back it has those pink flowers going down it. the pic of the back wont work for some reason but u get the pint. and they have matching jeans with the little pink flor by one leg. i love it so much and tired it on and it is so cute for this spring. i even love the pink trim by the neck which u cant see too well from the pic. at 60 bucks though i dont think i will get it.