things i just dont wanna say right now

theres a lot going on with me but i dont want to talk about it all. mostly because i know what the notes will say and i dont want to know. Its bene a good week, a litlte emotional last night but still very good. P came over yesterday we had dinner together at elephant bar, then we parked in uptown and just talked a bit. i kinda had an attitude during the night though because i think he lied to me. i think i know he lied but thats another story i am not getitng into. anyways then on the phone with him last night another blow up. i cried, he hung up, i wrote an email and this mornign we talked. and i think we are ok. only wish he owuld acknowledge what i told him a litlte bit better. i want something said about it and still not much. i didnt tell him everything i wanted to say but enough to get my point across. i thoguht about posting the email but i am making it private for now. thats it i guess. nothing new jsut relaxing tonight have the next two days off yay!! goodnight