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I think I’ve finally figured out what’s missing in my life. It’s not so much love and a girlfriend, like I had previously thought, as it is just a real true friend here in Belleville. I need someone that I can just go out for coffee with, and just talk about the random aspects of our lives. I don’t have anyone like that here, at least not yet. I had them at home, but I never used them, mostly because I never realized that I needed them. It’s saddening in a way, and I think it explains why I’m on msn every chance I get and why I check my email every 5 minutes just hoping that someone will send me something. The only way I get that kind of conversation now is online, but it’s not the same, you know? It’s not the same as being there with someone, being able to look into their eyes, hear their voice and really feel what they’re feeling. I miss it more than anything.

gray machine

March 12, 2004

(random note)yes, i know exactly how you feel.i used to be the very same,i suppose i still am.except for i didn’t spend much time with people,i think it’s easy to find friends anywherebut true ones are a one in a million find.as for checking your email every 5 mins, it’s okay, haha.happens to all of us. 🙂

The Trickster

I think it’s about time we all hop onto a train and see you in the ville… that is belle. Yeah, i hear ya with the checking of the e-mail every 5 min. This is me giving you propz..all the way from K-town…long distance propz, if you will. Have a good one,

BellePrincess

March 13, 2004

Belleville, huh? Loyalist, huh? I may be coming around there sometime in the near future-a firned of mine is in broadcast journalism at Loyalist

klintis

Mhm.

Strongbad

Thank you for your words of truth. In returning to Ottawa this spring, trust me, you will find that person of conversation and good times and support, there’s a lot of them in Challenge. They’re all there for you; you know that.

I’m sure you’ll be able to grab someone for giong out for coffee with, talking too, etc. And if not, 1) Take a hostage and have them go out with you everywhere. 2) Baracade yourself into a school or bar or something until there’s a huge crowd listening to your every word. 3) go to a mental institution where they have group talks like 6 times every 3 hours. Trust me, one of them will work.

April 11, 2018

I was a weird guy. It was hard to make good solid friendships, but they did come eventually.