in my mind..

 

so i re-read my last entry and one thing that is so clear in my mind but may puzzle others is why, knowing that he didn’t want a relationship, would i even bother meeting him not one, but two times. the answer is: i thought i just might be the girl worth changing for, if you know what i mean. i thought he might have met me and said "having a relationship is not out of the question". it’s a girl thing, i think. no judging!!!!!!!

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May 12, 2011

Haha… I met an ex for lunch a couple months ago and was like “now, us meeting doesn’t mean a guarantee that we’ll get back together… but I want you to go into lunch with an open mind. If you KNOW there is NO WAY we can work anything out… then I won’t even meet you. He agreed to have an open mind with no guarantees. I left that lunch crying, haha. But today we are back together =)

May 12, 2011

*Random noter* Definitely a girl thing. Kinda going through a similar thoughts myself. 🙁