if we ever meet again…

ugh today i was in a pretty negative mood…i don’t know what’s going on with me 🙁 i set my alarm for 8:30 and actually got up! but then i felt too tired so i thought i’d lay down and have a wee sleep … and i didn’t end up waking up till 11, just in time to go to work. i only stayed at work for an hour b/c i was swept (not enough sales) which i was fine with b/c i was sooooo exhausted! i went home and napped for another couple of hours and then headed to the mall to go to my eye appt. i got contacts today yayyy!! i ordered a six month supply of green ones (in my prescription of course) and i got a few pairs to wear until my order arrives. i’m not even wearing them now… i figured that if i kept them on, my eyes might be red and watery, just getting used to them, and then ppl at work would think that i was high… since it’s 4/20. anywho, i’ll put them in for a couple hours tomorrow…. get ready for a new me 😛 humm.. so after the mall i went over to phil’s house for a bbq, mainly just to see kristi. but all the old mason-ers were there and i guess it was cool to see them, too. to be honest, everyone was so baked that half of them didn’t even notice me till i was about to leave. it was actually kind of funny… like zombies. except they were interested in hot-dogs and not brains. then kristi and dugs drove me dt to work, and i ended up staying for the full 3 hours which is good… need the money! now i’m back home.. my apt is a mess, my dishes desperately need to be done and zoidberg (my crab) needs to have his home cleaned. i’m such a bad mom 😛 i just have no motivation at all… i should be doing a lot of things — art is at the very top of that list considering art on the street is coming up. but ughhh… i don’t know what i’m doing with my life. i kind of just want to run away!

xo peace