falling off the face of the earth…
ugh. so my dad thinks i’m crazy
he doesn’t think that i’d be able to "make it" working reduced hours at w.a.s. he wants to keep calling me, trying to talk me out of it… he and my mom are probably bitching about how ‘ungrateful’ i am. this comes up a lot… all that they’ve done for me etc…. they know best, trust their decisions.
their pressure is a big force in my life.. but i don’t need to ask permission, i just ask for their support. i’m tired of feeling like i owe them and can only pay them back by doing as i am advised. it’s just a shitty position to be in because i am already feeling fragile (i am lame) and i don’t need any more on my mind. fuck.
in other news, after tomorrow morning, i will have fallen of the face of the earth…
-k
No matter what we all think, our parents are probably the only people in the world you *really* give a crap about us…and the lucky few will feel that love for the rest of their parents’ lives. They meddle in our affairs because they care. So no matter what they say or how you comprehend it, they do it out of a love you will not understand until you have your own child…
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…But they should see you as an adult making adult decisions. Whether the decisions are good or bad, you will ultimately make them, and learn from any lessons to be learned. Be patient with them though – being a parent is a constant learning process on its own.
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