Wow… I Hate People.

So, I wrote that completely confessional entry last night, and while most of the comments were helpful and understanding (thank you SO much for that), there was one comment that didn’t understand what I was saying. I understand what they are saying to me, and I get where they are coming from, but they misinterpreted me. Basically, they said that you don’t choose to be anorexic or bulemic, and that I need to grow up. When I said I was battling these things, it means it’s something ongoing. Honestly, I have to force myself to eat because I KNOW I need to, and after that I have to distract myself so I don’t attempt to throw it up. Regardless, sometimes I can still feel it rising up my throat, and I have to keep swallowing to keep it down. So, I’m making the choice NOT to do those things, even though my body and mind are telling me to. Besides, I can’t believe I have to explain myself in this much detail on MY OWN diary about something so personal, something that makes my world nothing but darkness around me. If they had posted that comment with their diary name, I would have blocked them. Or purchased OD plus JUST to block them. When someone is so negative, untrusting, and hurt like I am… You just don’t need that. This is why I hate people.