Drawing to a close.

So many things ending…as I sit here at one in the morning, thinking about all of it, it’s a bit scary and a bit depressing.

As much as I kick against the stringent nature of this school’s policies, I have grown quite attatched to the old thing and to quite a few people here.

As much as I complain about there being nothing to do here in Rexburg, I find myself looking over what will soon be "old haunts" with a wistful sigh.

I’m closing this chapter of my life. There’s much of me that’s struggling with letting go, and I wonder if it isn’t due to the fact that I’ll no longer be protected from the "real" world by the facade of being a student. Truth be told, the government (through financial aid of course) has paid most of my bills up to this point. It’s those financial concerns that scare me the most. I know I’m capable…it’s just digging that capability out of it’s hibernation.

I want a cookie.