It’s all up in the air…

I’m at work now…my project is closing within the next month or two and I have absolutely no idea what i’m doing after this…it’s all up in the air…

I have no idea what i’m doing with work, family, school, life and most importantly-men! I’m having a serious issue with a guy and it’s not going to be going away any time soon. Why in god’s name do I keep torturing myself like this? Why, oh why…?