Long time no write…

It’s not really such a long time since I wrote an entry, but its a long time since i’ve written anything of consequence…the reason I haven’t made any wonderfully profound proclomations about what’s going on in my life at the moment is because i’m somewhat clueless in that area myself, lately. I know what direction I want to go in and I know approximately how to get there but i’m scared. I’m at a fairly safe spot right now and moving forward seems like such a scary thing to do. It’s a change of scenery, a change of pace, a change of everything- and with all of what’s going on in my house I don’t know if I have the right to make that change and if I do- how i’ll manage to survive it.

Whatever, I have to go now…my mother needs help (once again…). I’ll continue my useless whining later…