Forbidden Fruit…

My parents have given me the feeling that I have taken a bite out of the forbidden fruit and that I am a pariah not worthy of life or any of its’ benefits…

I had a 5 day seminar that I was obligated to go to and my mom managed to get me out of 3 of the 5 days of it…but the 2 days that were left were the last 2 days of the weekend and I was told that if I don’t go from the beginning i’ll have a miserable weekend and I won’t know anyone…so I ended up going for the whole thing…I met some great girls there and as much as I didn’t want to be there I ended up having an absolutely amazing time!!! I made so many friends…Yael(the sister of one of my older sister that hates me’s closest friends)-shes as wacky as me and manages to make me laugh constantly…she loves singing as much as I do and we walked around singing nonstop…shes actually very religious which is a little bit of a problem only because I haven’t yet had a chance to tell her about my “religion” yet…Tanya-an amazing girl with an amazing voice who has been through so much including an almost crippling car accident and come out of it with more faith than anyone I know has…in some ways I envy her…Sofi, Sharon and Eva-3 other girls that I got friendly with and I hope i’ll be seeing alot of them this coming year…after coming home my parents made me feel like the worst person on earth for not being home to help unpack while I was at an OBLIGATORY SEMINAR!!! Fuck them…nothing is right and everything is wrong…screw them and pound ’em with a hammer…that all I have to say…