Where to go and what to do…

Just don’t know what to do with myself…don’t know where to go, who to turn to and I especially don’t know why the hell I let my bitch of a sister get to me…why do I feel the need to get her acceptance? why do I feel the need to make her care? Goddamnit-this stupid diary site isn’t even helping anymore cuz noone here gives a damn…i’m gonna leave, thats what i’m gonna do, i’m gonna leave…at some point in time…