Nobody wants me…

You know how sometimes you’re so unbelievably sure about something, you just know its gonna come through…well, you know what happens when it doesnt come through? do you know what happens when the chance just slides through your fingers? It makes you feel like a total failure…it makes you feel like even the things that were supposed to go for you, didn’t and all the things that you aren’t sure about won’t go for you for sure because if that didn’t, then how could they…just a total failure…at anything, and everything…