What a weekend…Thank god its over…

Thursday evening I was on the bus to j-m when i get a message saying the weekend at Od’s house was being cancelled…being as how I was already on my to j-m I was really pissed off…to make a long story short Dave decided to come in the end(after Rhonda convinced him) and the weekend was back on…I was on my way to Od’s house on friday, she was already there and all of a sudden I get a call from Cher who tells me that Dave, her and Rhonda were on the bus when Dave realized he forgot his math books at home and he just got off the bus to go home…they were so embarassed…the retarted thing is that he cant even do math lon shabbos…wtvr, hes majorly fucked up…so all shabbos everyone was cursing Dave for standing us up and cursing Wolf for being such an asshole for what he did…anyways, friday night we started off by playing spoons and every time someone lost they had to drink half a cup of vodka and coke…after a little bit we got tired of it and started playing truth or dare…we soon got tired of that also and decided we wanna get drunk…Cher didnt want to so me, Rhonda, Yoni and Od started drinking…after bout 7 diff drinks Yoni backed out and after bout 10 I did too…Rhonda and Od kept up for another 3-4 drinks and then decided to stop…Rhonda was lying on the couch and then threw up…she was hallucinating and really not doing well…I was just trying to keep her from talking about not being a virgin…it was hard cuz i was also drunk…whatever…it was a great weekend…we all realized Yoni is a great guy…and then I got home…I fought with my parents, worse than I ever have in my entire life, my dad told me to get out of the house, so at 11:30 at nite I walked by myself to Rhonda’s house…I dunno what to do…I talked to my sister about it and she understands me but it doesnt make it better…I cant make up with my dad…he doesnt love me or care about me and I wont keep putting myself throught that kinda torture, I wont keep hurting myself inside…