Oh, man…:'(

He did it to me guys…I can’t believe it…I think i’m still in shock…we got together to talk and I wouldn’t let him near me the whole time and then we talked for like 2 and a half hours and I decided that I want to give it a chance…to give us a chance…and I let him kiss me before I went home…and then the day after I was telling him that I just want him to always tell me the truth and he was like- you know what? I don’t think I want the responsibility cuz I know that even if I don’t want to i’m gonna end up hurting you…so thats it…I don’t want it anymore…god…he broke my heart…I can’t believe it…i’ve been in a shitty mood since wednesday when it happened…just trying not to cry…goddamnit…why did he have to wait until after I decided to take a chance…hes hurt me even mre than it wouldve hurt before…I keep trying not to cry…but I cant keep it up much longer…damnit….Why the hell did he have to break my heart?????