Red….

is the color of my face today.   I dont know if its from the steriods i had to start taking again or if im still pissed off about some shit that just happened recently.   I suppose it could be a little of both.    I still dont understand why people find the need to keep shit from me and continue to do it.

Anyways~~

Something bad happened to one of our doctors secretarys while at work the other day.    She seems like a great person and i really didnt know much about her…. until yesterday anyways.   It is really sad what she has to go through on a daily basis.   Not only with her health but her husbands as well. 

She has epilepsy and does not drive for that reason.  She takes the bus to and from work everyday.  

The other day she had a siezure and the ambulance was called.   The hospital wanted to keep her over night but she refused.   Reason being is that she had to get home to take care of her husband who come to find out that has had both of his legs amputated due to diabetes and he is blind.   

None of her kids help her take care of him.  She refuses to put him in a nursing home.   I have no idea what he does all day every day while she is here at work. 

So all of that reminded me that no matter how bad things seem in my life….  someone else somewhere has it worse.