To Long Coming

This is probably a long time coming. I am no longer a misfit toy and I have burned my bridges….quite a few actually. I’m sitting here in Wilmington just chillin and talking about the past and I think its time to spill.(Dennis is drilling something into something..jesus) Anyway, well last time I wrote I was living with Kyle and all that shit around New Years…Well, Kyle moved out and Jeffcoat and lil mike and Nikki moved in. Me and lil mike started dating, and then shit happened and we all moved to another house and me and lil mike broke up…Shyt hit the fan. His friend *BB* had been really nice to me the entire time and I had met him a year or so before…So *BB* asked lil mike if he cared that he tried to hook up with me and he said that he didn’t care. Well, me and *BB* hooked up and it has been shit ever since. Well me and *BB* hook up and me and Mike start fighting all the time. So we fight about *BB* and drugs and everything else under the sun. I also live with Nikki and Jeffcoat. Nikki is having her own issues and so is Jeffcoat.

So everyone is at each other or fighting and nothing is getting resolved and all this bullshit is erupting everyday….all day. So I don’t like to go home to much, so I hang out with *BB* or go other places, I mean hell I’m old enough to go and do whatever I choose. Well, I hate being asked where I am going and what I am doing all the damn time I mean jeez. Well, me and *BB* never really show the much affection towards each other in public except for Friday night and that shyt was not good and so everyone is going on rumors and hurt feelings. Which honestly doesn’t bother me in the least, I love Nikki and Jeffcoat. Always have, no matter what. *BB* is becoming my best friend so that is great for me and I still have my close knit crew. Basically Drama as usual and so no one gets anything done and everything gets blown out of proportion….great fun. I need to get away from everything…I have no safety blanket….fun. So the only thing is everyone is in everyone’s business. Well you know how that goes. I’m sick alot now and I know its stress and all that. I’m really not happy with alot of things but hey who knows right? Well, I’m going home in a lil while so I’m now leaving. There is the news, nothing important I promise…And oh…ME AND JEFFCOAT ARE NOT DATING! NEVER HAVE AND NEVER WILL!

~~Much Love and Peace~~