Part 2 of Very Long and Meaningful

Sept. 28 is so close. I sit and think, if only….I will be in Wilmington that day, I plan to go and see Dennis. Not to open wounds or anything like that. But I think that maybe it would help either or both of us.

Halloween is fast approaching. I’ve known Michael a year. Not that it matters. The part of my life where Michael is involved/needed is over. I just think of what I was doing this time last year on Halloween.

This year I will be with the band “Dead Silence” last year I was an angel and my life changed forever.

But I have convinced myself its time to move on. Unless I’m convinced otherwise, that chapter is about closed.

I’ve grown up and then again I haven’t, some aspects of me have grown and matured and yet others haven’t and almost regressed I suppose. That is honestly my fault.

Kristin told me to take the post into consideration and just learn from my mistakes. I don’t know if I can ever make it work ever I have to be met half way. And to be blunt, I don’t even think he cares anymore at all.

I’m stretched so thin, I can’t move on with anyone until I know me and him are over and yet I don’t know if I want that. I’m waffling, someone push me…Please.

~~Much Love and Peace~~