my stupid slow metabolism.

weight: 142.4

thats honest. hurrah. you’d think being unemployed would give me more time to work out. pscyh. Yeah, i can only workout for a few hours…and guess what, it does nothing. i’m not sure what i’m eating thats fucking up my system, but i’m now pretty sure that it actually has to be an allergy or inflamation of some kind…because i am eating small frequent meals of low calorie…high in fiber, high in protein. maybe i’m allergic to gluten…maybe i’m allergic to soy like my sister. I finally bought a brita filter. maybe drinking filtered water will help. i talked to my trainer. she wants me at 105. my mom didn’t like that at all. my mom said that she was only that light once, and that was because she had an affliction called, "involuntary" annorexia. eating made her feel sick, so she didn’t eat. of course, that was considered a bad thing. they had to "rehab" her stomach.  I assume that excercising and dieting properly will allievate the whole bad health thing. I think the key is doing it slowly.

Anyway, from 147 to 142 isn’t bad for like two weeks. thats actually like 5lbs.

Yesterday, Joe me and brian went out for dinner…well, i had dinner. I had broiled salmon with a caesar salad. joe had 3 dosen wings. after dinner, he put me into a sex coma. it was dreamy…then we watched mythbusters and disgused why their method of testing was flawed. we are the dorkiest couple ever, and its fantastic. i hope he thinks so too. i think tonight he’s playing crystal chronicles.

i’m going to try to do more excercise.