Long Over Due~~~

Just like a libary book, I have been out way too long. Why, think ya all know, how, I don’t know, and por que why..who knows. LoL. As you can tell, I am still kicking, and still not making any sense. Nothing better than my mind slightly twisted on alchol and listing to this song, that has been playing in my head over and over and over and over and well you get the point. Its been one of those weeks, and I am not sure xactly where to start. So lets just let it flow, and see where in the blue hell we end up at..lol.

So when I last left ya, I was on my way to SA. I managed to score a ticket to the WWE Raw at the AT&T Center, and well couldn’t pass it up. I left sunday night, cause I didn’t feel like driving Monday, plus I wanted to go and get away. I got there sunday night, and did nothing. Just got to the hotel room, and got online. Smack in the face is what I got. Got some bad news, and I knew things were not going good. Not at all, more on that later later.

So Monday moring, they kick me out of the hotel at 11. I didn’t get to sleep late..lol. Its all good. I went down town and checked out the Alamo. Had been ages since I had been there. First or second grade field trip think was the last time. It hasn’t changed, but i truely appreciated more and understood it better this time around. It was just too cool. Got some pictures, but having a little trouble putting them on here, without them looking so damn small. I got fustrated today trying to make them work, so I just gave up. I know what a loser..lol. So I do that, and end up at Ripleys Odditorium. I had always wanted to go there, and I wasn’t disappointed. Believe it or not, yeah, some of the stuff in there did make me wonder, oh well hell, its all good..

I got to the Center about 4 that afternoon, doors opened at 6-30, so I got my ass in line. I was talking to some people in line, just shooting the breeze, and found out that some of them were related to some people that I knew here in Brackett. I was like damn it, small world. It was intresting to say the least…The doors opened, and it was on…

The whole event was good. Badass isn’t what it was, cause well it was good, but not that good. It was too staged. I mean I know its all staged and what not, but it was all to obvious. Then again, what isn’t in this world. I got somewhat good pics, but I think I am going to save those for myspace. If you don’t have the link, hit me up, and I will send it to ya..It was all over about 10-15 and it was time for me to drive back..that is where everything started for the week..

I got home about 2 that morning, and I had to be at work at eight. So I wake up tuesday, dead tired. I hit the store, and instead of the gatoraid, I get me two monster energy drinks. I was so thirsty, cause I was drinking at the event, and I guess got kinda dehydrated. So did the dumb ass thing of slamming both of the drinks right after the other. I was buzzing like a bee. I was all jittery and all funky feeling. I got off work that afternoon, and I think I still had my high..lol. Needless to say, that that night, I didn’t sleep. Not only cause of the energy drink, but cause of one more thing. So I wake up wednsday, and I did the monster thing again, and again on thursday, and again this morning. I needed an upper to be at work, and then I can’t sleep at night. Its killing me, and I hate it. So finally tonight, I had two beers, and the effect is wonderful. I think I am going to be able to sleep tonight. Or so I think…

I guess that is about it. There is one more issue that I would just love to talk about, but all ya know what it is, and well no need to bore you with my drama. I am sure you are getting sick and tired of listening to it. But then again, it might just be what I need to do, to fix it all. To have some sort of hope. Heck I don’t know. I don’t know what I want. I want to run, I want to fix it, I want to make it all seem right, I want it to be the way it was a week ago. But only I know what I feel, and i don’t think I want to share…well maybe I do. Later later…

JP