Lucky Eagle

Its monday morning, and I am not even tired. Wonder why. Guess its cause I have slept pretty much all day..lol. Yeah I wish. So this is, my weekend, in review…

It all started Friday afternoon, the boss was being a dick. Pardon the language but there isn’t a nicer way to put it. To be honest with ya, it had been a while since he acted that way. I was starting to miss it. Don’t remember how it all started, but once again, he got in my face for something that was not my fault, and decided to yell at me. Ha, I about took him out back and laid the lumber to him. Don’t know how many not my fault ass chewings I am going to be able to handle. And I know come tomorrow, he is going to be sorry I yelled at you, when it wasn’t even your fault

So I show up to work on saturday, and everybody and thier momma is calling asking for Dennis. I was like dude he dosen’t work on saturdays. They were like well he was suppose to have this for me and that for me today. I was like fellows, I know nothing about it, so sorry I can’t help ya. One of the flaws of not knowing anything, is when someone comes and askes you for something that you know nothing about, then they get all upset cause you don;t know. Phuck it I say..lol. So work comes and goes..D made it intresting like she does every saturday. Wouldn’t know how I could keep sane without her some times. So closing time comes, and I am ready for the casino..

So I get home, and crash..Guess I was more tired than I thought. I finally woke my ass up, took a shower and off I went. Gambleing in Texas is of course illegal. Think it is illegal in many states xcept Vegas. Although if you make it down to Corpus Christi, you can hitch a ride on the gambling boat, head on out to international waters and its all good. Well here in my neck of the woods, we have an Indian Reservation, which the casino is based out of. Lucky Eagle its called. So I drive my happy but there, walk in, and wow. It had changed so much since two years ago when I went. So I walk in, and start playing. Drinking beer, playing the quarter slots, it was a good time. All in all, after my calculated xpenses gas, beer, beer, and more beer..lol I came out 54 dollars and 07 cents ahead. Not bad I guess…

So I am leaving the casino, and it almost that time. In Texas, they stop selling beer at 1.00 in the moring. So I am trying to score some beer, for the next moring hang over. Cause again in Texas, they don’t sell beer till 11.00 the next moring, being sunday moring. So I hit the small store, and I am watching the clock and it is ticking. So I hit the cooler, and just grab me a six pack. I get up to the regester, the guy scans it, and its 3.50. I am like damn it..beer is cheap over here. He puts in in a bag, I grab the bag, and off I go. I don’t drink and drive, so I didn’t pay any more attention to it. So I am driving home, just chilling thinking about what I am going to do with my xtra 50 dollars that I won. Had to subtract the 3.50 from it, cause of the beer xpense..lol. So I am like well guess it will go for my vacation trip to Ohio this fall. So I get home, go inside and crash..

I woke up this moring, and went over to my parents house, and did a little bar b que. So I get there, and mom had some chicken and sauasage ready to go. So I am outside grilling, and I get thirsty. My dad seldom has beer in the fridge, so I was like dude, I still have the six from last night. So I grab it, and take it out of the bag. And that is when I realized why it was so cheap. It was cheap, cause it was 7 ounce bottles. Ponies I think is what they are called. I was a little upset, but then I figured that was a good way to cut down on the beer drinking. I mean all I could get out of them was about two or three good gulps. Oh well you win some and lose some…

U know, I am not really too sure how diffrent my life would be without her. I love every moment I get to talk to her, and I wish I could save every txt message that i get. Unfourtantaly, once I hit 100, I have to delete them, cause I am running out of room. Not like I am counting, but its been seven months that we have been talking almost on a daily basis. Amazing how time flies by. And now, I think time is starting to turn in an enemy more than an allie. I sent her a txt the other day, didn’t ask her to answer right away, but I am hoping I can get that answer soon. The txt revolved around what she told me about finally meeting up. She said that she was afraid that it would change things. When I said how or why, she said that maybe we would each go our own way. Basicly, without putting words in her mouth, that after we meet, we would not have that link that kept us talking all this time. That link being being able to meet each other. So in the txt I sent her, I asked her, if she was equally afraid of what if things worked out for the better, and I decided to stay. So not just the fact that things might change for the bad, say we never talk again, but what if we hit it off just right and i decide to stay. I don;t know, haven’t gotten my answer, and I hope it isn’t long. BUt I am just going to wait…

Goodnight

JP