No comment

I was thinking to myself like always this afternoon, and I had it all mapped out as to what I was going to write. It was going to be calm quick and to the point. Unfourtantly, like everything else in my life, things changed, and therefore I am not sure what to write. I toyed for a minute or two wether or not to even set foot in this place. I mean it is all starting to go wrong once again, and I don’t know if I need to add more fuel to the fire. I was going to write, but then I decided I wasn;t, then I was, then I wasn’t, and then here I am. I have gone this far, might as well finish what I started…

My "vacations" are rapidly comming to a close. I say vacations in the sense, that a week and a half without the boss being there, felt good. Too damn good. I wish he would leave and not come back. But then again, that would leave me full blown in charge, with the pay of a grunt. And that is not cool. If they were to up the pay, then I would up my responsibility command. I got word the other day, that thier youngest daughter Krisie was back in town. Like everything you hear in a small town, its best to keep to yourself, till you either a, hear it from three more people, or B, see it with your own eyes. I kept my mouth shut, and today I saw her. I didn’t jump to the conclution that everybody else had told me..not just yet. Till I heard it from three other people. So her married boyfriend, whom has two kids and yes is still married, kicked her out of the aprt, they were living in. The twist is, she decided to OD on some pills. Ha, overdose has the same initials as Open Diary, who would have thunk it..lol. So anywhom, they had to rush her to the hospital and pump the stomach. Sucks, I guess. So now we are back to suare one, and how this has to do with me. There are two reason, and they both revolve work. The first reason is, in cause you haven’t read my diary as of say six or seven months, she is a big pain in the ass. She is disrespectful towards her parents, don’t know whose fault that really is, but she is just a pain. So this in turn gets the parents pissed off, who in turn show up to work pissed off, and try to take it out on me. Then I whip out the double finger, and we are all pissed off at each other. Why can’t peolpe just leave thier personal business and problems at home. One of my unanswred questions for the night. The second reason is, a few weeks back, guess the parents saw this comming, told me that they might have to replace MySpace as my saturday helper. So I was like cool, you are bringing JoJo back full time with me on saturdays. JoJo is much cooler than MySpace, and he actually works, not just moppes around. They were like well not xactly. So I was like well then who are you going to hire, and they said well Kristie might be comming back, but it is not a for sure for sure thing. I was like great. Might as well leave me here alone then. Either way you dice this apple, it is still a pickle for me. And to tops things off, this afternoon the boss lady called me from her home, asking JoJo to talk to me. I told JoJo to tell her that I was with a customer, cause I don’t feel like talking to her. Tomorrow will be a full month, since we have said more than 10 words to each other in one day. I don’t miss it, and I am sure she feels the same. So I wanted to keep the streak going. So JoJo tells me that she wants me to call her back. Something about a ticket that I had written, and that she needed a part number too, and couldn;’t read my writing. I took it as a ploy on her part to try and start a conversation. I called her back about an hour later, and asked her what she wanted. Then she said, well I don’t need it any more, I needed it three hours ago, I was like well sorry, got to go customer walked in and I hung up the phone. I am not trying to be what you think I am trying to be towards her. But when she comes up to the counter and trys to bitch me out and think she is Mrs. Big Sh*t towards me infront of customers, that isn’t cool. There was no reason for her acting that way, and I didn’t deserve it. So double bird to her too. I am not afraid of the consiquences and reprecussions of tuesday, cause I know they are comming. I walk in on Tuesday, and the first words out of Dennis mouth are going to be, JP is there a problem between you and my wife..and I am going to go maybe why? He is going to ask, what is it. I am going to be ask her. He is going to be JP stop playing around, what is it. I am going to be like, tell you what ask her what she things she did to piss me off, and when she goes, I don’t know, ask her about the time she went up front and in front of customers tried to bitch me out, cause I asked her that next time she left the store, if she would be as kind as to let up know. When she shakes her head and goes, I didn’t bitch him out, call JoJo and ask him, cause he got it as well. That my friends will set the mode for the week. Damn I hate the feeling of knowing everything before it happens…

So I was talking to JoJo about his girlfriend problems. In a nutshell, the boy wants to be a player, but isn’t smart enough to be one. Not that I say I am a player, I am too old for that. So he is telling me his story, and I am catching him at every corner with truth upon truth upon truth. He then gave me the silent treatmeant. I was like dude why are you so quiet all of a sudden. He was cause I never saw it from your point of view. I told him, dude I don’t talk just to talk. What you are going thru, I have done. If I wanted to talk just cause I wanted to talk, trust me, I would do it. BUt i am xplaining you the rights and wrongs, and the problems that you are causing people by doing what you are doing. Its isn’t fair to either her nor you to be acting this way. If you say you love her, then why are you out and about trying to get numbers all the time. If that is what you want to do, atleast let her go, and let her find happiness with someone that isn’t going to be doing what you are doing. He was its just that I do love her, but there are to many variables that make me wonder. I was like what..he was like well the other day when I went to visit, her two nieces were there with her, and they kept telling her in front of me, that her ex boyfriend was better, and that she should go back with him. I was like dude that is just two little kids talking. Then he was like, but still she didn’t even bother to tell them to shut up and go away. I said, that is when you should have confronted her about it. You should have said, hey is that true, if so, let me know. That way I can split and to each there own. There were a whole lot of other things of that nature that he told me about. I wasn;’t able to make a full conclusion out of it, cause well I haven’t gotten the other side of the story.

I guess that is about it for today. Tomorrow is going to be another long day. I am going to miss two things the most, but I will just leave that at that. My uncle said to be ready when I get out of work cause it is going to be on, so I might have to skip on an entry tomorrow night to let ya in on what it was that I wanted to say tonight. Then again, might just have to let it all hang out.

..

Ananswred Questions of the day

Why does alcohol always bring out the worst in me…

Why does it make you be so honest..,,

Why is not knowing what you want to know torment you….

Why is it so hard to ask for what you want…..

Why do I fear getting what I ask for….

Goodnight

JP