Spiffy

So today, was a better day than yesterday. Isn’t that the way they are suppose to be. Always a better day, not the xact same as yesterday. For how long it lasted, it was a good day. I swear days just seem to move by faster and faster every day, but that might be just me.

I woke up this moring to a voice mail. Ha, I love the moring calls. I was so going to answer, but I would rather hear the voice thru out the day, than one time only. (I replay voice mails a lot). So I went back to bed, and dreamed a little dream. I finally got up about 10, I know, slept a little later than I wanted, but five days of 7 in the morning and being up on your feet for eight and a half hours gets to ya. Not to mention all the other related stress of the week, just felt nice to sleep a little xtra. I hit the fridge and get the ol faithful bottle of water. I needed it, after last night and man it was so good. So I look outside and it is cloudy. I need to go and finish painting, so i was liek well why wait till this afternoon when the sun goes down, might as well get it over with. So I get to Johns house about 11-30 and I start painting. Twenty minutes into my ordeal, the clouds leave, and the sun is full blown. I was like damn it. So John comes out, and goes, young man, why don’t you leave and come back when the sun goes down. I was like na John, its all good. I am almost done.  He was like fine suit yourself. John is a cool cat. About 80 years old, outlived 3 wifes, and well just a cool cat over all. So I am trying to hurry, to get done, and I start getting sloppy. Not good. So I slowed down, and 2 hours later, and clothes full of sweat, I got done. He was like looks good. But I think it is going to need a second coat. I was like ok, John but that will have to wait till next weekend, cause it is hot..He laughed, gave me a beer and I was on my way.

I got home, and jumped on the ol PC and wrote the previous entry. Then I watched a little college softball, like I do each year, and then crashed. While I was away, I had numerious IM’s that I didn’t get to this afternoon. Had a txt message, and a voicemail. I guess I was out pretty cold, that not even the sound of linger woke me up. So I woke up about seven, lazy butt I know, and checked the voice mail. Wish I could have been blowing bubbles. Or popping them, which ever it was, I just wanted to be there. I closed my eyes, and thought about it, then reality struck. I got up and went to the fridge. Got the old bottle of water, then she called.

Spurs rocked it tonight. Wish every game was played at home. And to think they could have won game one. Oh well, they have been down before. But this time, they are against Kobe, whom in my mind, is tarnished, cause of the whole Denver Rape case. So they won tonight, and are now only one game down. I am sure they will win the next game, but I don’t know. I think, they will take the series, they just need to stay focused and play like they should. I do dare say, that this is the last time the Spurs will be good for a while. So basicly it is there only shot for a few years to come. They are getting to old, and I woudn’t put it past a whole lot of the team retiring, and maybe a few players getting traded. But who knows, we shall have to wait and see.

We had one of those conversations tonight. I kept thinking to myself, to make sure I said things the right way. I have been having trouble the last couple of conversations, saying what I mean, in a way where it sounds like that is what I am meaning. I hate to have misunderstandings. They suck, and when I try to fix them, I get the sense that she isn’t believeing me. Which is understandable, but I can’t help it. I told her, what i was going to tell her last night. And I am not sure she understood. What I meant was, it is one thing for me to write in here how I truely feel about her, and it is another to tell her over the phone. I do believe it is more appropriate to tell someone either face to face, or over the phone something, than to send an e-mail or a letter or a txt. So i hope I cleared any doughts she might have had by my saying this. And then I told her I was going to write an entry in spanish, but I want it to be a surprise, not soemthing to look foward too. So that will be down the line. She told me she wrote an entry, and that it had a spanish title to it. I couldn’t help but read it, and I was taken aback. Not by what she said, well somewhat by what she said, but the way she xplained things. It was nice to read the good things she said about me. It still kills me not knowing what her mom said about me. I would give anything to have been a fly on the wall on that conversation. But I shall leave that at that. After all, it could not have been that bad, for she is still talking to me..lol. So now, I am going to just let things be things. I think we both agree that time is moving, and that we might wanna think about acting on what we have. But I also told her, that I don’t want to rush anything, so that will be that. I am still young, and so is she. I could go on like this forever if I had to, but I think we both know, that there will be a time when we need to find that certain someone to live the rest of our lives with. If its with each other, so be it, if it isn’t then I will gladly carry our friendship till then end. Unless of course the person she finds is the jealous kind, then I will leave to keep her from getting into trouble..lol

Well I guess that is all for tonight. I watched the Illunionist and the Prestige last night, and I liked the Prestige better. Thank Netflix for recomminding good movies. Wish I was The Great Danton..lol. Na, just kidding. He had all the bad luck in the movie. Very good character, but not a good ending. I have to stay up for the next five hours, so I need to dig into my dvd collection and see what is good. MMM lets see..Enemy at the Gates, yeah that sounds like fun. Well I will leave you to what you were doing, and I thank you for your time. May you have a good day today, and I will talk to ya later…Take care and till then..

JP