Killing Me~~

I don’t feel great. Not even peachy. I have gotten what I hope is a case of allergies. Last time I felt this way, I ended up with strep throat. Oh I hope I am not going in that direction again. When that happend, I had what I swear was six inches of cold steel jabbed into my butt check in for of a "shot" to make me feel better. I remember the left side of my body went numb, and all I wanted to so was sit down but the kind gental nurse was like walk it off, it wasn’t that bad..you just need to walk it off. SHould have stabber her ass and see how she liked it. But anywhom, I have been popping prescription Alivert from that time, and my head is so in the clouds. I want to get over this, cause well it sucks. Bout bought me a bottle of Ketel One today. Don’t ask where the idea came from, but I decided it was too early in the week. I best wait till the weekend, give me something to take my mind off Jury Duty on Tuesday, which I hope is delayed or postponed or somehting..

Needless to say, with all the meds..I am so tired. I wanted to fall asleep since I got home from work..but I choose not too. Cause then I would have spent all night thinking..Thinking you ask..about what. Well here is the question for tonight. Actually, I would just like to know. No reason at all, I am just curious. BUt someone left me a note yesterday evening at about 12:45 a.m. I had to be someone on the east coast, cause when I read it..it was 11:45 P.M. I am in central time. Ok, not going to drag it out..but would the person that left me this note, please tell me who you are. I am not looking to start a fight, or argument or anything..I just wanna know who you are..And if it didn’t mean anything, thats fine..I would just like to know who you are…Thanks…

"I love you so much it hurts, but sometimes it feels really really good. -C  [p] "

Goodnight

JP