regrets

Tonight I began thinking about regrets… I think it is important in life to not have any.

I never thought I did. Then today, I realized that I did. It is that moment of what if. Whould you change anything in your life, knowing that the decision you have made, may not lead you to where you are now? I have to honestly answer that as a yes.

I don’t know if in that moment, the decision I made changed the course of my life. But I can’t help wondering where I would be now if I hadn’t taken that risk. Denying myself what I really wanted…

Did I let that one slip through my fingers? Did I chose the wrong path? Or was that just a rehersal for when it really matters if faced again with the same choice?

I can’t help but wonder…