lost

I think I may write more if I could remember my password, lol.

I am not sure what to write about although i feel like getting something out!

I guess I’ll start with work… things are going well there, but am ready for a change.

Relationships… still lonely, oh well!

Friendships… how do you tell someone you want a long break from them although they did nothing wrong and for none other than selfish reasons…

The story goes… an older gentleman (could be my father) and I have become friends, but he is interested in me and doesn’t deny it- I am not interested at ALL. We became friends through the dogs and often would run into each other at the dog park. Now, I guess this is really what i wanted to talk about, lol. Anyhow, we would occasionally go for walks to the river, depending on the weather- about once a month, sometimes twice a month. Then an occasional dinner… like once every two months… Now, I feel like he is calling me wanting to go to dinner at least once a week, sometimes it feels like more. He knows I am not interested, but I am feeling like he is still trying to woo me, and IT AIN"T GONNA HAPPEN. arrrgghhh… I also feel he is too involved in my life and I want to back down… So, how do you remove yourself… especially when the dog has to run????