alone

have you ever felt surrounded by people [friends acquaintances family] yet found none of them that you could talk to… your phone book filled with names of people you interact with on an almost daily basis, if not daily? people who say oh yeah im there for you yet when you try to confide in them they ridicule you or belittle you or just talk over you and dont listen?

that’s me right now.

i need help. i need someone. yet no one is there. absolutely no one.