.c.h.l.o.r.o.p.h.o.r.m.p.e.r.f.u.m.e.

NOT a good state of mind right now. nope. not at all. nonononono.
hahaha yey!
x.x
really? why. like. why do i get like this.
box full of sharp objects what a beautiful thing.♥
this playlist is amazing.. its beautiful. OHMYGOSH I HAVE MY OLDPLAYLIST SAVED AS A PICTURE IN A POST IN HERE! do i? hm.. yes i do.
is it sad that im so excited about having the rest of my suicidal playlist saved so i can merge the one i have now with it?

fml.

i dont even know what to write.

im just really messed up and really want to get blitzed cause that makes me forget about everything. and everything will be better in the morning because thats how it always goes. i get suicidal at night and then when i wake up im better. hopefully itll still go like that… theres a point where i just stay miserable nonstop.. so.. wish me luck…

cant i just like disappear? im lonely enough as it is its not like anyone would miss me.

the lines i wear around my wrists are there to prove that i exist.