10/17/05

Lets try this again.

Wow I feel so dead. I want to be dead.

There is not a point for life. At all. Why do we have to live it? What is there to live for? Absolutely nothign!

Lets see…School! Oh my gosh. Like. Oh my gosh.

I HATE IT! There is no point. I’m failing every f*cking class anyway. It’s not like There is any saving me. Whatever. And my mom is gonna be like, whyd you fail all these classes? It’s your boyfriend. It’s your job. Its the internet. Bullshit! None of thisaffects me! What affects me is that I don’t want to be in f*cking school. Whatverer.

Speaking of my mom. She is getting on my nerves so f*cking much lately. Not just usual. She’s so agh! Like shoot me! Now! I wish..

I want a sharp object.

more later