Fallen?

I’m pretty much convinced happiness does not last for long. It comes in randomly then leaves..Something just sunk in my stomache when I saw that person come on..I feel so confused sometimes..worried too..

Why do I feel I bother you too much? Do I? Should I just let you be for now? Someone send me a sign…

Friend’s party today, fun I guess. It had its moments.

I really want to stray away from people. I don’t know. There are seriously like three people who I actually can even think of wanting to hang out. Everyone else has changed or have just become unbearable to me.

I don’t know. I’m gonna either go do some coding or go inside for a bit. Maybe do a small circle…I really dont know. Probably won’t be able to..Can’t light anything.

I have a headache. And I feel lost. Like, really empty.

See ya..

Update: I wrote a story btw. If you wanna read it its here. I need opinions please.