Something has to give…..

I hate to B*&ch about losing weight, but I am at my wits end. I have seriously tried every “diet” “lifestyle” and “woe” and I end up stuck or I give up. My husband has been doing wonderfully we found a way of eating that works for him and something he has actually agreed to do with me for once. He’s never been obese. But he carries weight on his belly cause he is a beer drinker. He’s even given up drinking beer as much as he has. It used to be that he would cause me to cheat and now its switched. We are doing low carb/keto. I really don’t care to debate the good or the bad of this way of eating. I was on Weight Watchers before this and I lost 30lbs but I got bored and I really didn’t want to track freakin points. Problem is I, for whatever reason am one of those people that have to track, measure, and work 10x harder. If I don’t I suffer and I know this, no pain, no gain and so on. BUT why can’t I get myself together enough to continue on with it. When I’m losing weight and healthier feeling, OMG i feel great, happy and so on. My husband even knows and sees the difference. SO WHY CAN’T I GET MY SH*& TOGETHER?! oh and I belong to FB groups for low carb and keto and the next person that tells me don’t go by the scale measure yourself, I might slap because even the damn measuring tape isnt going smaller. BTW i do exercise and I’ve always exercised. I walk 5-8 miles a day and sometimes do intervels because my daughter likes to run so I do that with her too. OK rant done for now.