Happy Picture

Thanks for the notes on the last entry. I did feel better after typing some of that out, as is usually the case. The night after I wrote that I was going through some of my old emails and found a contact number for Andrew, a good friend from college who played a part in many of my favorite college memories. Playing in the mud in our pajamas late at night, climbing to the top of the new science building (which was still under construction) late at night, walking through trails in the woods…. late at night. Okay, I think we got along so well because neither of us really ever slept. Anyway, we talked for awhile and it was awesome. He’s had his share of hard times and I’m glad to hear he’s happy.

I was stuck in the office all day at work today, doing everything possible to get trees to residents. We have to plant 800 street trees by June to fulfill our grants so everyone is freaking out. Come on, the damn trees are free, JUST TAKE ONE. You have to promise to water it though, because our arborist will kick your ass. Really, he could do it. He is a muscle man. I’d snap a sweet photo of him if only being in his presence didn’t make my bowels tremble. Sorry, too graphic, but you get the idea.

Anyway, sitting around all day making phone calls was really boring. I guess it is nice when we call people and they are really excited and grateful for the services we provide.

I don’t want a boyfriend but I miss having a crush on someone. That rush is kindof addictive, and probably played some part in my jumping between relationships for such a long time. I’m so used to there being one person I’m focused on, and it’s really pretty strange to not have that now. It’s probably for the best so I can find myself and blah blah blah, but it’s boring. I’ll stop complaining about this though. I sure don’t need to go making my life more complicated. Maybe I should just get a damn puppy. Or perhaps a calendar with puppy pictures.

I don’t really have much else to report. It’s kindof almost late-ish, so I should probably sleep soon. Oh, I don’t know if I’ve posted this picture before, but it’s my Happy Picture of the Day:

That’s me, the bros, the sister, and the mom-lady. Oh, and the dog. This was at my Graduation Party and it makes me happy. Don’t be too intimidated by how pale I am. I’d like to blame it on my nationality or something, but I don’t really know what my nationality is. Gah, OD does weird pixel-y things to pictures.

Anyway, sleep! Here’s hoping for dreams that make sense!