Chewy hotdog skin.

So right now Im not doing anything..

Today.. hmm.. regular stuff in class. I swear Mr. Finchum has it out for me because he has us keep doing the same quiz over and over, and I never get it in my head to learn all the math shit. And oh yeah we have a test tomorrow, but he gave us a lot of new stuff to learn so it gets confusing.

I didnt work today, but I have to work for 4 hours tomorrow. I worked for 6 1/2 hours on Saturday night and I was very tired.. I have to do the same thing again this Saturday night. ::sigh::

Today at school was pretty normal, I guess. Loretta wrote me a note in German class asking what my problem was with her, and she was tired of all the dirty looks, and I need to “get off my trip.” Though I really dont like the way shes been acting lately, it isnt severe enough for me to hate her. Plus it is in my nature to naturally give people dirty looks. So I explained that to her, and I explained to her that it was nothing personal. I dont know what she thought about that. Oh well. I’ll go along with conflict, but i dont like it when it involves someone that is, or was, my friend.

Roger is.. in a technical term..a fucking prick. I have to work tomorrow and my mom has to go in to work early, and he wont pick me up from work (and even if he offered now, I wouldnt let him.) So I have to find a way home from work at 9pm (very dark and very cold) tomorrow night. Either that or I could walk for like 20 minutes, and that would really suck ass.

Oh yeah, Renee came over and we went to the park and took some pictures of me jumping or whatever, for an assignment, then I threw an apple against the wall and she took a picture (though the really cool picture would have been the 2nd time I threw it, but she didnt have her camera ready) then we went to walmart, and we actually stayed there 2 hours while her parents were at dance class. We looked around at all the boring shit, then we went over to that cheap ass restaurant place, and there was some lady there who was fucking rude and I wanted to smack her (she also had a mustache.)I got a hot dog which had some chewy outer skin, and some curly fries which were OK. The Icee was good, too. But damn, we are losers to be able to entertain ourselves at the one damn store for a couple hours. We were waiting to meet her parents, and we saw the mexicans. They were all grinning at us and straining to see us.. I got irritated. But it all worked out.

I talked to Dan about everything. Though things seem fine, and Id like to say theyre fine, Im sure as hell not going to put too much faith in the stability of everything. Im just too damn paranoid, and too damn weary of all the shit that seems to be going on in this corrupt fucking world.

But hey, I love everybody.