Tainted fish

..or something. Thats what I had for dinner tonight, and now I have sharp pains in my stomach. My mom felt nauseous afterword, also. Coincidence? I think not. x_O

I havent been sleeping a whole lot lately. Well, its all good because I have been talking to Dan 😉 Yes, I am still talking to him.. and I still enjoy it.

“One day, I will look deep into your eyes, and see a light brighter than the sun, itself: your blazing inner spirit. I await that day with open arms and love in my heart.”

How could you possibly ask for a better thing to have said to you? ::deep sigh::

So like I said, I havent slept a large amount lately.. so today I took a nap when I got home that would’ve lasted for 2 hours, but I was interrupted a few times by the phone, and such. I could tell that I had been missing out on sleep, because right when I would doze off I’d immediately enter REM sleep.. basically, I was dreaming like nobody’s business.. and the more REM sleep you miss over time, the less time it takes for you to enter it when you do go to sleep. So, it was nice to have some dreams, I guess. Thats all crap I learned in the Sleep and Dreams part of my Psych class last year.. ::sigh:: I miss that class..Mr.Rayle, anyway.

My stomach is still hurting from dinner.. its a bit like someone is stabbing me in the stomach.. sharp pains. I know! ::gasp::I have food poisoning!! O_O

Something else that also pisses me off is the bus situation.. in the morning, 3 people to a seat on my bus is the normal thing. Its fucking retarded.. it really sucks on a day like today because it was cloudy and muggy. Then this afternoon I rode the bus that I used to ride waaaaaaay back in the day when I first moved here. I started riding another bus, because that bus was so loud and vulgar. Then today I rode it again, and there were a bunvh of damn middle schoolers cussing and being retarded.. and it was loud. But I got this nice 7th grader to sit with me, named Dakota. Hes a little cutie.And I learned hes related to one of my ex’s. Yay. But I started talking to him, and he asked what grade I was in. I told him “Twelfth”. And he never believed me. He swore I looked like an 8th grader. Isnt that nice.. And I swear this fugly little guy, like in the 8th grade, kept looking over and nodding at me like “Heeeeyyy..” And I was thinking, GOt-DamNIt! Im a f’n 12th grader, stuck on a bus and having nasty little boys hit on me. Will I ride the bus again? Probably. It drops off pretty close to my house. But I asked Dakota if he would sit with me if I rode again, because I dont want any of the loud annoying fuckers sitting with me, and he said yeah. So I guess thats cool. Theres also a friend of mine I had on the morning bus when I first moved here, she was like in the 3rd or 4th grade then but she was really cool and saved me a seat. I just get along with the younger ones sometimes.. blah.

I’m getting tired.. I dont know if Dan will get online. ::crosses fingers:: And that damn fish! Ow, my f’n stomach hurts. Taking a nap has only made me tired, so Im off!