Help, I’m confused!

Not really. I dont know why Im writing again. My stupid dog just spent several minutes chasing his tail, and running after my cat. And my cat just spent several minutes laying around and hissing at the dog. I, indeed, have an exciting night life. I just watched some Dave Matthews Band interview thing on AOL. Dave is pretty funny. Not to mention everything else he is.

I’m at a loss for words. It’s hot in here. It’s even worse because it rained earlier, so it’s muggy. Stupid weather! Damn.. its almost 3am and Im just sitting here typing away like nothings going on. To be quite frank, nothing IS going on.. but I think at some point, I should sleep. I gotta leave at 9am for the school thing. Hmm.. well, I havent been so plagued by thoughts of death as of late. And Im not saying that my thoughts of death were bad. Actually, all they have done is bring me peace. In a sense that deep in the core of me, I am tranquil. Thus the reason for the mellowness that has radiated from me lately. And thus the reason I have become happy with myself and basically happy with most things. But theres something Im not happy about:Its hot in here! Blah! Marcus got offline awhile ago, so noone to talk to. And Dan hasnt signed on. And theres noone else on. So here I am, all by my lonesome, with a stupid dog laying at my feet.. the sound of the computer keys clicking in my ears, and the humidity from the rain enclosing me in a little pocket of uncomftorableness.

I was in some stupid AOL chatroom earlier and all they were talking about is their opinions on George W. Bush’s stupidity. Here’s what I think: Who the hell cares?! Then I got out of that room. And I am only bringing this up for lack of a more interesting subject.

God damnit! The stupid fucking dog just ate my deoderant! I just got that shit! Damn, I hope he pukes for days. And days! I hate this dog, I swear.

::deep breath:: Ok, whatever. The dog has always been f’n retarded, and nothing will change that. No use in worrying.

But ALAS! My heart cries out for something more.. and upon that note, I feel I must depart.